Tanci

I BOUGHT A MF HOUSE OMGGGGG🤯😭🤯I got a little superstitious & didn’t let myself really talk about it until I was INNNN HERE😂so hiiiiii, I’m heeeere omgggg I am here, I actually effing did it lol🤯😭 followed through….and did it scared. Adulting is WILD and I have so much more to say lol but for today: I don’t think it’s that cool to do things & be like “I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF”…it gives ego & fear. Being independent is legit a mf dream and a blessing, it’s unreal, holy cow, it’s everything🤯😭—but I had to stop wearing my pain like a trophy & thinking I’m self-made in order to embody real freedom👏🏼😮‍💨still a work in progress. I do believe tho, that there are many decisions, many moves, that require us to stop looking to the left and the right, stop asking other people for directions, stop leaning on those who might know more, and yes, do it all by ourselves, and go inward.There’s a certain point where you gotta quiet the voices, listen in, and TRUST. This is MY HOUSE dude. And as I type that I STILLLLL worry that I could mess it up at any moment lol, I STILL have 2 diff socks on, I still eat Taco Bell when I’m sad (and it never misses tbh), I still sleep with my makeup on sometimes, I still am dramatic, emotional and anxious, regret my word choices, and still would choose to dance over cooking dinner 10/10 times…and with that, I am STILL the badass bish who is building her beautiful life from ground up. The best part is I am now also the one truly living it. I’m gonna remind you and me, from here on out, to stop disqualifying ourselves for being human. We get to be messy, make mistakes, and pick ourselves back up. If you looked up & realized u didn’t end up where you thought you would? That’s actually the prerequisite to ‘ending up’ in the story you feel is yours. Imani informed me that a few days ago was the 50th anniversary of women being able to apply for a loan without a male co-signer🤯😭emotions. Self made? Nah. The sum of every woman who believed in herself enough to CREATE a life she loved, and realizing that building a big life on my terms is bigger than me & kinda the only option if I really wanna leave my mark😮‍💨

6 yrs later feel like im just getting started🙌🏼👏🏼a mf journey & i wouldnt trade it for the world

dayummm that was fun😍😍😍🥵 dc?!! Xoxo